Friday, October 11, 2013

virtually alive













it's fun to have someone to talk to, to have a conversation that looks like the ones i have with myself. my mind usually satisfies itself, because i always have something interesting (for me) to say, an unusual comparison, an absurd concept developed on the brink of madness, memories which provide critical references due to parallels. illustrational. i have read enough to paint confluent landscapes and to question just about everything but cake recipes (chemistry haunts me in my nightmares).

i pleased observe the possible movements in my desires and expectations regarding virtuallity. i admit i can be really a pain in the ass, since i rationalize even in interrows, but there is required an understanding that i never make based-on-emotions decisions, considering resulted disaster when i did so. then i can seem cold to whom observes from some distance, though my heart be writhing in pain, turning into ashes, being dragged by the currents.
you shall not pass.


it's disturbing when i'm out of guard and realize that aliens feelings has began to breakthrough the microvilli barrier scarcely erected.

in all there requires to make a leap of faith to extends credit to the authenticity, fact. but this concession is even more evident when it comes to what is written. there is no truth per se, we are the agents on how we attribute sense and meaning to words that are, strictly speaking, only signs in the plan. 

but just like in real life --where we can read the features and analyze the body language getting subsidies for nonverbal content understanding-- much of the analysis is influenced by the observer, who designs his own inconsistencies in the object, and pass to nourish expectations that the other --who is not really there-- to behave and react in accordance with that expectationsHuman absurd, long sentence, and Heisenberg will not let me amazing alone.

subjectivity is a monologue.
mistaken who thinks that rationality serves to solve puzzles and dig gold
only. we rationals are seeing every single tiny thing. 


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